I have or had a best friend. And he was there for me through everything.Literally everything we’d talk daily for a year and a month straight. In april he developed feelings for me, and at first i didnt believe he loved me and then i did. Hes not the player type or anything. Well beautiful things were said hes the damn friend ive ever had. And i feel in love and he just lost feelings for me. Point is we’re just friends now well best friends and i feel like im loosing him and  i cant loose him because hes the only real friend i […]
I talk to much, joke too much, im too honest, i push people away, im too tall, im too skinny, and everyone always finds the need to break me down.
Where does it all go ?
Okay for the past year i’ve been feeling alone and depressed. I have shared with others but I feel like it doesnt help at all. In ninth grade my bestfriend betrayed me and took all my close friends away. After that i find it hard to trust anyone. I’m 5’9 or 5’10 girl and weigh 116 and i know that looks random in the middle but i also has its own problem.Im constently made fun of because of that. I’m talkedabout when i dont even do anything to those people. Im practically an outcast in my own group of friends. Honestly theseare only the little […]