You said youd love me forever, where did that go? You were the only good thing in my life, i took so much shit for you, so what happens to the family we dreamed of? our lives we had planned? what happens to leo?
I tried cutting, it used to take some of the pressure off my heart mind and soul before so i figured maybe it can help again, my knife is too dull tho, any thing short of a full on sawing motion won’t break the skin
I can’t stop crying…im so fucking alone and depressed, jus want to disapear…i keep begging for whatever higher power is listening to take my life from me, i don’t want it any more, still no answer, should i jus stop being a ***** and take matters into my own hands?