I hate everyone and everyone hate me… I always upset my girlfriend because of the past, I never bring it up, I hear voices all the time, there shouting at me telling me I’m worthless and that I need to kill myself… I have stood at the top of a building I have held a blade to my wrist 3 times in the last fucking week… I have pushed down once but didn’t draw blood, My Family hate me, I get dirty looks, I get bullied… I can’t talk to anyone about this because I can’t share my opinions and when I do PEOPLE TELL […]
I have got good Grades in School, All my friends are back, made new ones, gotten over brake ups and make new relationships 🙂 I just hope I don’t get my heart broken again, I have been given a second chance by so many people, I have fixed things,Going to see my favorite band in January (Slipknot), I am starting to really love life 🙂 But one thing that did kinda put me down today was I got a message off a stupid 13 year old threatening to kill themselves because they cheated on there girlfriend who was apparently the love of his life bullshit, […]
I love this girl and we recently got together and she loved me as much as I loved her, but a week ago she tells me to go to here house. Alone, So I did and she told me that she wanted a “Open Relationship” where she can go explore the world but still have me in her life.. It makes me feel kind of used but I don’t know I want to keep it the same, she still kisses me and stuff… but she told me the other day that she liked this guy…. and I almost lost it, like 2 days after we, […]
So basically people are absolute dicks head in my local towns, like I am a pretty normal guy except I love metal I have long blonde hair and I tend to fuck things up quite easily, and I don’t even know how.. Like my ex girlfriend I had loved her for over 2 years and when I finally worked up the courage to ask her out ( also we were really good friends) to my surprise she said yes 😀 but then everything fucked up real fast, she said she didn’t like me anymore, since then it has been 2 months and she has ignored […]
Hi my name is Aaron and im 14 years old and in school I get bullied because of the type of music I like such as Avenged Sevenfold and Pierce the veil, I am very shy and find it hard to make friends so I don’t have many friends and the people that I am friends with are bulling me and I can’t switch schools because my parents want me to stay in this school but this school will kill me. My best friends are in different schools and some online so ya I also am the only goth in my school and everyone hates […]