My English Teacher Promised Me No One Would Bully Me Again In Her English Class. Well As Again, She Was Wrong. A Guy Wrote On A Paper Saying, ‘You Look Like A Rat.’ And Showed It To Me. A Bunch Of People Started Laughing And Found It As A Big Hilarious Joke. It Hurt! :/
I WISH MY MOM FUCKING DIED! HERE GOES THE CUTTING. I DONT WANT TO BE HERE!!!!!
I Tried So Hard Last Night, To End It All. I Fell Asleep From Taking Two Different Brands Of Pills. But I Woke Up. I Woke Up And Now I’m Fucking Pissed!!
I’m Glad People Have Been Emailing Me. It Makes Me Happy To Talk To People Just Like Me! So Thank You For Everything. Even Tho Tomorrow Is My Last Day, You Can Still Email Me. I Won’t Forget Any Of You! Xx
”When I Die, Fuck It! I Wanna Go To Hell. ‘Cause I’m A Piece Of Shit, It Ain’t Hard To Fuckin’ Tell. It Don’t Make Sense Goin To Heaven Wit The Goodie-Goodies. Dressed In White, I Like Black Tims And Black Hoodies.”
I Cut. For All The Shame.
I Cut. And You’re The One To Blame.
I Cut. Releasing Pain And For Comfort.
I Cut. Being Molested By A Pervert.
I Cut. Thinking I’m Worthless.
I Cut. Knowing I Have No Purpose.
I Cut. To See The Blood Fulfill And Rise.
I Cut. For All Those Lies..
I Cut Because It Feels Good To Control My Own Pain For Once.
I Cut….And Next Comes Suicide.
Its Official. Monday Night I’m Ending My Life! Its What’s Best For Me. Overdosing On Menstruation Pills! They Get You Tired So If I Take The Whole Bottle (34 Pills) Then I’ll Die! I’ve Been Waiting For This Decision For Awhile. Gotta Stay Brave! (:
My Email: CassandraPadula8@Gmail.com. You Can Email Me About Anything! I’m Here For All Of You. Yes, I May Be Depressed And I Can’t Tell You I Know How You Feel Or Everything’s Going To Be Okay, Because I’m Not Even Sure Its Gonna Be Okay. My Life Sucks And I Can At Least Be A Friend To You Guys<3 So Message Me Whenever You Want. I Gotchu. Xx
My Mom Said I’ve Changed. I Don’t Know How To React To That! I Feel Like Crying..
I Realized How Depressing Society Gets. Judgmental, Bipolar, Childish People.. No Wonder People Cut. No Wonder People Commit Suicide. No Wonder..I Give Up.
If Anyone Needs To Talk, I’m Here! Twitter: BrunoToTheMars. Or My Email: CassandraPadula97@Hotmail.com You Can Talk To Me On Either One Of Them Whenever You Want! You Guys Are Like My Own Family To Me. (I’m 15)
I’m So Sick Of People Thinking They Know Everything About You. Saying Everything Is Gonna Be Okay But It Really Isn’t!! I’m So Sick Of People Pretending They Care. I’m Sick Of All Of This! I Hate Living In This World With Shitty People. If There Was A Bottle Of Sleeping Pills, I’d Take It With NOOO Hesitation! So Sick Of Living..
I Thought The Suicide Thoughts Were Over. I Thought I Was Better. Those Scars Are On My Wrist. Makes Me Want To Cut More..Its Been Awhile. Cutting Is Because Of The Shame! And I’m Filled With Shame. If I Killed Myself My Spirit Is Still Alive While My Body Is Dead. If I Kill Myself..I Can See The People I Love In My Own Heaven. Maybe A World With Happiness. A Field Of Flowers And Teenagers Just Like Me. I Can Only Hope..
I Told Them I’d Stop Cutting Myself And I Still Do. I Promised Them I Wouldn’t End My Life But That’s What’s Always On My Mind. I Thought Things Were Gonna Get Better. I Refuse To Go To Therapy And I Refuse To Tell Anyone My Depressed Self Because Of What Happened Monday. Â This Should Be The End.
They Found Out. They Found I Cut Myself. They Found Out I Was Going To Kill Myself. Today During School A Police Man And These Two Ambulance Guys Took Me Away. My Mom Found Out. I’m A Disgrace Now. Now I Am On Suicide Watch And Have To Have Therapy. My Life Now Just Ended..
Good Night You Beautiful, Strong, Amazing People! Wearing My Fake Smile Tommarow. Maybe Someone Will Notice My Pain..
Only Thing Holding Me Back Is Him..Bruno Mars.
Is It Fair To Go To School Everyday Not Wanting To Smile Because Of People Making Fun Of It? Is It Fair I Have To Hide It Every Single Day? Is It Fair That I Feel Worthless? This Whole Weekend I Thought About Killing Myself. Looking Up Ways To Tie A Noose. Non-Painful Ways To Kill Myself. I Mean, There’s No Point Of Living Anymore. The Only Thing Holding Me Back Is The Fan Base I’m In. Â It’s The Hooligan Fan Base With The Singer, Bruno Mars. That’s What’s Holding Me Back..
Crying Right Now For The People Like Me Who Are Giving Up. I’m Soooo Sorry Guys! I’m Sorry You Can’t Take Life Anymore Like Me. Just Know, You’re So Beautiful And I May Not Know You But You’re Worth It And I Love You So Much! I’m Sorry You’re Giving Up. I’m Sorry People Are Making Your Life A Living Hell. =”( See You On The Otherside..<33
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