Do i really want to be here? i dont know. i do but then i dont. i hate my life. i hate myself. i hate everything about me. i feel like noone really likes me. only reason i havent killed myself is because im scared of the pain it will cause physically and mentally. i think about killing myself everyday. i think of why why am i here on this earth. i hurt my self when im upset. i used to cut myself all over my body a years ago but i stopped once my friend and mother started to see the scars. so do […]