Do i really want to be here? i dont know. i do but then i dont. i hate my life. i hate myself. i hate everything about me. i feel like noone really likes me. only reason i havent killed myself is because im scared of the pain it will cause physically and mentally. i think about killing myself everyday. i think of why why am i here on this earth. i hurt my self when im upset. i used to cut myself all over my body a years ago but i stopped once my friend and mother started to see the scars. so do i really want to be here?
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Deep down I think you do just you can’t deal with whatever is causing you pain ATM we all feel at some time like giving in to the impulse to hurt ourselves we are after all only human and there is only so much we can take hang in there don’t go back to cutting I commend you for not doing that:-)
I agree with the post above, I think you do still want to be here deep down. I dont know what you are going through but I know it must be really hard. There are lots of ppl here on this site who are here for you. I also think its great you stopped cutting. Its a step in the right direction. If you ever want to talk you can e-mail me at danielle16yeah at gmail .com take care.
I think about suicide everyday too. Im glad you stopped cutting.
What has helped me is “accepting” the fact that life is not always happy or easy. That’s just how life is and to accept that fact is liberating in itself. Also dont compare yourself with others who “‘seem” to have the life that you think you want. They have just as many challenges and problems that you do… We are all in tis together.