Every new year I make a resolution to be more positive. Thinking that if I’m more positive, positive things will happen. That’s how they claim it works, right? Wrong. This doesn’t work for me. I am 27 years old, in and out of college. I didn’t have the funds to pay for my last class when my financial aid didn’t go through, so now I can’t take classes at the college at all. There isn’t another college around here. I have no degree and I work at a grocery store. I hate it more than anything. I moved away for a few years and moved […]
I’ve never really had any sense of direction with my life. I think about the future quite often, but I don’t see myself in it. I never have. I don’t see myself doing any job or having children or getting married or living anywhere. I just don’t see it. I’m 23 and that’s still young, but most people have an idea of what they want to do with their life… I just don’t. I think I am destined to commit suicide. I feel like that’s my purpose in life. Does anyone else feel this way or think this could be my purpose ?