cathy arsis

cathy arsis

i was molested by my step father for years.....then my mother became a lesbian and disowned me, threw me to the gov, spen ime in a menal ward...... moved across the country 2 days after i turned 15......attemped suicide and self mutilated,then i was raped, strangled, threw into a ditch, woke up in a hospital, developed a massive drug problem......became pregnant, shook drugs, found a good person for me and my kid.....got married, had another kid, picked up drugs again for awhile,kicked again........developed kidney problems, which sucks bc i was never much of a drinker......i look shitty on paper, and am a little crass, but mean well, and try very hard not to suck so bad.....i have horrible anxiety, and only venture out when parenthood calls for it, so as not to hinder the boys, but other than that and my drs., no social life