Help me, Someone please sell me life, tell me the purpose to continue living I don’t want to end this I know there is alot ill miss but I cant think of anything of great importance to keep me here I’m an emotionless shell I’ve mastered faking that I’m always happy but behind this mask I’m breaking down, I’ve made many mistakes in my life I just turned 18 and i fear I’ve messed up to bad to continue on, I’m grade 12 still in grade 10 classes not because the works hard or anything just my fault of not going I just stoped […]
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I think about ending it daily now, I know the easiest quickest way to do it, I have the materials I need to use it, but the question is why don’t I do it?
theres times when i’m right there and ready to do it, but I calm down well thinking it over and stop, But the thoughts return the next day, Why why do I have these thoughts, Maybe I’m just trying to feel alive
I just want to die, for years I’ve been thinking of suicide no one knows everyone sees me as care free and happy, my parents love me but i let them down I have a GF who loves me I’m not sure if shes it though I’ve messed up bad in school everytime I try it gets worse, I’m grade 12 but still doing grade 10 classes because I skip way to many days due to depression I say its because I’m sick, really all I want to do is die I’ve thought about ways to do it, easy quick ways but a part of […]