I have an application on my phone called the Luna Diary. That is where I write what I’m feeling today, but it’s not like any ordinary diaries where you will read what happened today and the extraordinary revelations that happened in the current time. What I actually write in there are my suicide notes from every time I am having an episode. Similar to today, I am currently experiencing one while writing this description. Since my phone is broken, I’ll just have to make this as my temporary Luna app. I guess no one will even take notice to this anyway. (There is an audio […]
“I hate my existence.”
“I’m sick of this life.”
“Why would I even care about going to hell if I’m already suffering one?”
“Death! Come at me!”
“I am the captain of my soul! I surrender!”
“No one cares! No one cares about me! No one ca–”
You fall on your knees. Tears are starting to fall down your cheeks. You punch the floor. Your hands are also starting to hurt. Your knuckles are bleeding, but you didn’t stop. You can feel the freezing texture of the ceramic floor through your exposed flesh. You started screaming and shouting in agony. While hitting the floor, you can […]