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chloe92

My name is Chloe and I am a 21 year old female who has been suicidal and in and out of mental institutions for over three years now.. At first my psychiatrist was adamant that I have bipolar but now not so sure.. Antidepressants make me manic.. I have only ever been on antipsychotics such as chlorpromazine, olanzapine and I'm currently on quetiapine which seems to be the only one that works.. I have had three failed suicide attempts and do not regret my decision to take my life. I only regret that it didn't work.. I hate life every single day.

Constant suicidal thoughts.

by chloe92 8/20/2014

written by chloe92

I tried to commit suicide for the third time on Friday 15th August 2014.. I took 36 quetiapine and it obviously didn’t work because I’m here to tell the tale. I was admitted into newbridge house mental health unit where i was sectioned and I discharged myself yesterday afternoon as soon as I was taken off the section.. I am currently under home treatment and they put up the dosage of my medication.. What I’m trying to say is that I never stop thinking about wanting to die.. Or should I say I’m told to die.. In my head I never hear ‘I’ […]

8/20/2014 8 comments