I am obsessed with death and suicide. In my mind, it looks like a beautiful way to go.
I picture myself in the final hours, preparing my own wake and the steps I take to my final sleep.
The only problem is, I feel that there are two minds inside my brain, both want to die, but one is still sad and urges me to seek help first. The other is evil and wants me to scare and push people away by becoming this dark and morbid girl, it wants me to die.
My belief is that they were whole once, feeling the same emotions of hurt and […]