Well ive finally been able to choose and i decided on suicide by hypothermia. Im not sure why but something about it seems very appropriate for me. Ill go out into the woods where no one can find me, lay down in the snow and wait. Ill probly bring my ipod. Music is the really the only thing thats kept me going. I dont want to die in silence.
The downside of course is im going to have to wait five/six more months. Im hoping they’ll be pleasant though, knowing each day is actually getting me closer to my last.