I am on and off suicidal.
My suicidal feelings are sometimes more serious, sometimes less.
Sometimes I feel great, sometimes, skull and chest and body crushingly horrible.
I am getting help, from multiple venues (psychologist, psychiatrist, even hormones checked out, starting exercise, new career, new boyfriend)
I will probably post more than once.
But for now, I am going to post what has been on my mind lately, that adds to my stress, that makes me so tired of thinking, and trying and just being alive.
On June 26th, 2011, my dad died.
He was sick for some time first. He had a pneumonia, because he was having a harder and harder […]