I don’t know why i keep trying to fix my life when i have no control anyways. My dad committed suicide when i was 3. I was sexually abused when i was 6. my family is broken. I wanted to go to law school but i can never focus to study because i feel like such a loser. I finally start to lose weight and then something happens and i get depreased and start emotionally eating again. I dont think anyone truly cares for me. I feel so alone and im tired of hurting myself. I just want everything to end.
