So I’ve basically been fighting depression and anxiety my whole life, especially the last two years have been rough.
My life has slowly deteriorated and all my struggling just seems to be in vain. All my interests seem gray and mostly just feel like chores the few times a month I actually do them.
I feel sorry for the few friends and family that is still around me, because how can decently fulfilled people possibly be able to relate to the darkness that I emit. I used to be so positive although things were rough….
I have begun self-medicating a lot, pills, booze, it doesn’t matter. I do […]