So, I have self confidence and self esteem issues and I’ve recently been looking for a job. This would be my first professionally employed thing and I can’t seem to gain the confidence to apply anywhere. I’ve managed to ask for applications and fill them out decently with only a few mild anxiety attacks but can never turn them in. A lot of this is centered around a fear of rejection mostly, but I also have problems talking positively about myself or “selling myself” like I would have to in an interview or on applications. I either fill things out as honestly as I feel […]
Here goes the first post.
Therapists ask questions, like they’re supposed to. Some go deep, some dance around with lighter, innocent questions, because they don’t want to upset you or trigger something. But it’s the innocent questions that get me.
Are you happy? Yes and no and god I have no idea how to put words to that that will accurately explain how I feel to my standards. (I’m not only a perfectionist, but a perfectionist with anxiety and a constant feeling of dissatisfaction with anything ‘me’)
How are you? Similar to the previous question. Good. Bad. Terrible. Dying Inside. Confident. Insecure. Hopeful. Determined. Hopeless. How on earth […]