been crying so long i feel like i’m about to throw up… so may as well see if writing something about it helps.
i don’t know what to do. i don’t enjoy anything anymore. i do things but it’s really just to kill time until it’s time to go to sleep again. it’s been like this for as long as i can remember. maybe i’m not meant to enjoy life.
i should probably just kill myself and save everyone else the trouble of supporting my stupid ass… but i keep thinking about my parents, and how sad they would be if their only daughter committed suicide. they […]