It just keeps tripping me to a souless state. But I won’t take it myself. However, the waiting is worse,
Waiting is giving it more chances to toy with my limits. I suppose I can at least say I didn’t give in fast.
I live everday in complete bliss and darkness. I started off well. Today I don’t want a single thing..not love, pleasure, nothing even life itself. I did everything I ever wanted to do. So why is this? Why I’m I feeling no purpose anymore.Where did i miss something?… or is life itself calling to it’s end.