Im too afraid to do anything. Im paralyzed by fear and my emotions are overwhelming. Over the course of my life it has gotten worse and worse and now I am isolated.
Im too afraid to do anything. I am miserable and terrified. I am a drain. I am not productive enough. I don’t deserve anything but more suffering, which is probably why Im still alive.
I need help to fix my problems but nobody should ever help me. I really wish someone could help me but everyone should already be aware that its just not worth it.
I dont want emotions or memories anymore. […]
