I feel as if I’m being forced to live. I’ve had a desire to die for at least 5 years, which has gotten even deeper in the past 2 years. I’m so weak, I’m only willing to do what is the quickest and most harmless to kill myself, but those ways cost money, something I don’t have.
I would love to work, in fact, that’s what would keep me from the constant bleak and suicidal thoughts in my head and perhaps make me want to live because life would be working out in my favor for once, but whether it’s overpopulation or the economy that’s keeping […]