Just me trying to be nice dont like to be messed with but I didnt start problems (last year) some guy kicks my ass , my first fight wow I cried after only cause.i felt stupid it didnt even hurt , kick some guys ass even though he already hates himself , ha. This year: I cried during sports p.e , went to restrooms tried to make myself throw up and cried in stall than some people realized how sad I really am because I wasnt talking but my emotions change in a snap . Hopefully people dont realize I cutt my upper […]
danny...
danny...
Im 15 live in california in wrestling people think im a happy person unless you get to know me im more sad than happy yea .. Childhood: was fat and got made fun of alot by people,friends,and even family , later on lost weight ... Now: I cutt myself,get sad easy,taking depression pills,sumtimes starve myself,sometimes become suicidal.ive been outcast sumtimes I feel like I dont fit in anywere.i am weird . I do have friends and family but my family wouldnt get me.
Wow, the people I live for there the best people you will ever meet. What if one of them is disliking you or I think that , I think he knows because my amazing friend(girl) is going out with my other amazing friend (guy) she tried to overdose one day and she told me. And she told her boyfriend two days later it freaken sucks I couldnt tell him because I promised her if he does know and he dislikes me now guess if I dont have the complete four theres only one road to take suicide 🙂 .
I see that miror
ugly person there,
hate that person thats there,
why cant he die,
first time didnt work with 13 pills,
but promised him I wouldnt kill myself,
ill cry,
why do those emotions do this to me,
cutts well look better in the miror,
miror miror,
why dont i like you when I stare into you?
Just yesterday he told me he didnt want to date me because were close friends. He said he wouldnt want to hurt me, and to lose me. He said he knew I would hate him if we dated. I love him , why would I ever hate him! My heart is broken, my stupid emotions ! </3 yea I aint going to kill myself for that I still love him but he doesnt know that..sigh.. He made me feel to have a purpose,he makes me happy when im usually sad. Yeah I cried for a bit I dont know but I am in love […]
I am currently at 15 and I remember two weeks ago holding on to my pills didnt want to feel again but my two closest friends helped me not to do it .. My depression pills seemed to help the first week but lately they seemed to make things more worser I started to, cutt myself about a month ago.. I care about my friends and a little bit of my family more than myself I dont really care anymore if I fail or I annoy ppl I get sad in a instant I turn happy to sad […]