im tired, im lonely, im too afraid too be happy because if i dare to let myself slip into joy the world will get back at me and crush the lifeless, cold, black hole that used to be any hope i had so desperatly scraped up… and since i have nothing left to live for what could EVER possibly be the point in living!? im so tired of smiling at people i hate, trying to be kind,then hey flip me of, call me names,think im a freak,im acting like nothings wrong when im already past dyeing inside! and have moved on to rotting ALIVE! my […]
darkbloodsuicidalhoe69
darkbloodsuicidalhoe69
...hi... =_= life sux.... im a suicidal abused 13 yr old year old girl. im a total cutter and if u try to mess with me ill come into ur house at night and cut you... i want more suicidal extremely messed up friends so message me if ur awsum like that.
the poison of blood
oh my wonderful drug
of poisonous blood
of pain
as i take the knife
all my tools are here
digging in deeper
clawing at the skin
i take a shaking hand
scarred , bruised and dripping crimson
i smile weakly at the long,sharp,claws
and dip them into my throat
as i try to rip out my life
any decency i once had…
shattered,faded,destroyed
its the poison of blood..
as it drips down my neck
i swirl my fingers around, dyeing them in scarlet
i lick the blood and tears
i want more
i want more…
i want it to be over
and too be never ending pools of poison
as i grab the […]