It’s terrable, and I know that… really I do, but I just don’t care any more I don’t want to be here. I hate this damn school. I’m 18 and I don’t even know myself anymore. I’m sleeping with a guy I can’t stand, lying to my best friend about it, while stringing two other guys along (one of which is my TA) all while the man I’m actually in love with is on the other side of the country with a new happy life… and I still don’t have to guts to tell him that I lost his child, the whole reason we broke […]