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Who is too?
I won’t be on this suicide blog anymore but
for those of you still arguing why I survived let me tell you the reasons.
First, the powder was pure.
Second, I sent the SMS before I ingested it.
Third, the girl to whom I sent the message knew exactly what I was going to take.
Fourth, she told the ambulance right after.
Fifth, I was in a hotel central in Prague. The ambulance was there almost immediately.
Sixth, I was brought to the best clinic in Czech Republic.
Seventh, they knew what to do. Articifical breathing, stomach pumped, the right medication, infusions etc.
I was found 15 minutes later.
The whole story I want to tell you:
Two weeks ago I flew to Prague to meet a girl I had found on here to commit suicide together. I had 26g of ******** powder (Pentobarbital sodium) with me and a bottle of Metoclopramide. This was definitiely to be my last days, so I booked one of the best hotels in town for two nights.
The first night we got totally drunk, I took some MDMA crystals. The second night she was still hesitant and I decided to take the ******** on my own. I remember sitting in the room and crying, I […]
It is saturday night and I am hanging around suicide project and peaceful pill forums. I have no family, no friends, general anxiety, depression, no social abilities, no self esteem. I’m so exhausted of insomnia that it hits towards psychosis.
What I have is two bottles of ******** in front of me. And Metoclopramide. And a bottle of Russian Standard Vodka. All you need.
But I will carry on. At least one try I will give it. I will fly to Sevilla in Spain and walk all the way up to Santiago on my own. With a tent and sleeping bag. Its the first and the last […]
It’s coming from the women and the men.
O baby, we’ll be making love again.
We’ll be going down so deep
the river’s going to weep,
and the mountain’s going to shout Amen!
It’s coming like the tidal flood
beneath the lunar sway,
imperial, mysterious,
in amorous array:
Democracy is coming to the U.S.A.
I would like to know what you think about. Is it deed of numb despair or is  the beginning of a new adventurous journey?