Dawn

im back from the weekend! and might i just add that so much crap happened to me.

some of you have heard about my bunny Onyx. he was the one thing that i thought the consequences of my actions couldnt effect. well i guess i was wrong.

I loved him so much and he was like my only true friend. he was sick with a deadly disease and crippled but i took him anyway and nursed him back to health. he loved me to. he would lick me on the face which is a bunny’s way of them telling you they truly love you. but now he […]

Even here on SP i feel like some kind of outcast. I am only able to check SP when im at school in the morning and when i have lunch. so that means during the weekend im going to miss so much of whats going on on here, especially since i already miss so many of the posts when im at home after the school day. I wish i had more excess to a computer or at least my fucking ipod so i could at least be more active on here, because you guys are the only ones that truely understand me.

Somedays i wake up thinking “hmm maybe today will be the day i try to change, the day i fix the mistakes ive done and the people ive hurt”. then as the day goes on i just realize that its just a fucked up fantasy and will never happen.

Well since i have been absent for so long, all of the people i used to converse with have either finally done it or just stopped coming to SP. So hello to everyone. I will tell you a few things about myself and if you wish you can reply with some stuff about you too. Its nice to meet you all!

ok so here are a few things about me:

I have a crippled bunny named Onyx who is my one true friend and just amazing (he has his own snapchat lol)

Im an artist

i live in the desert

and i love raspberries (you never know if they will […]

Its been about a year since i have been on here. i mean my life was going pretty well and about a month ago it all went to shit. then about a few days ago someone i know died. it was extremely sudden and scares me because you dont realize how easy it is for someone to disappear until you see it for yourself. he didnt want to die.. i mean he isnt.. i mean wasnt like us on SP.  so thats what makes me sad. sometimes i know the world would just be better off without me but then.. i feel so ashamed for […]