Hi. I am an 18 year old boy who lived with depression ever since I was maybe 12. My first suicide attempt was during high school when I was maybe about 14 or 15 years old. It hurt trying to deal with the loneliness, pressure, and the feeling of how I just don’t exist to anybody around me. And looking at where I am now and where I have been before, I think I’ve dealt with it enough to where I can live a happy life. I don’t have all the answers, and I get depressed every so often. But I just want to do […]
I am an 18 year old boy graduated from high school not too long ago. My first suicide attempt was after the first semester of Sophomore year. Drank half a bottle of rat poison because i was too chicken to hang myself. I never felt so alone as i did then. I was a ghost, my friends would talk to me but they didn’t care about me. They tried, but they never got me. The people who i loved the most my friends my family, it felt like i was nothing to them. Wen’t walking around everywhere with a hole in my heart wanting something […]