Its Kinda weird how, even when you know its gonna be a fairly good day you still wish to die.
I know that at anytime I could just let it go, for the simple reason of not caring but, i cannot die today.
I hate how people think that you are to afraid to kill yourself so they just torment you about it god. Im not afraid Im just planning, very precisely planning. how it will happen how i will do it. It will be great. I want to go out with style. With Grace.