Why are people so unfriendly to me? Do I give off some vibe that says don’t talk to me? My roommate gives me dirty looks. I will call her Sandra from here on out. I am not sure if this is just how her face normally looks or what but she never says hi or good morning to me, I want to say those things to her but the looks she gives me make me stay silent. I live on campus this semester, it has only been a few days but it has been very hard. I feel like I am constantly sick to […]
It can be pretty depressing not having friends and having a dysfunctional family. A weird added stress is thought that my crack-head neighbor could snap any day. It’s hilarious because he is the stupidest crazy out there, but not so funny because I get freaked out at night knowing he lives right in the adjacent apartment.
About a week ago he left ramen noodles out on our porch and put up a sign on a piece of paper that said health hazard. It was a stupid attempt at an intimidation tactic, because we complained to the authorities about him shooting guns in the backyard. He had […]
I feel like everything I do is a mistake. I say things that are awful sometimes… but it’s only because I hate feeling like I have to bottle up my emotions and opinions. I am just going to write exactly what causes me to feel this way and I am not looking for anyone to make me feel justified or anything. I just needed to vent somewhere and writing in my journal wasn’t helping me. I realize that my problems are nowhere near as bad as some of those on here, but I needed to put my feelings out there and feel like someone […]