Once youve stopped giving a fuck about things, its hard to start caring again.
Deathwish
The only thing i need is that one person. That one person i can fully trust. That one person i can talk to about anything. That one person to hug, to hold, to love. Trying to find this person is one of the few things keeping me alive.
Im worried about her. I have seen her cuts and she hasnt been to school in over a week. I hope she’s okay :/
Why do I refuse to let anyone know how I truly feel?
Ever since i was a kid, maybe 8 or so, i have been self harming (i guess i can call it that). when i was younger and got super pissed or upset or something, i would bite my hand as hard as i could. kinda weird, i know. something about that physical pain was almost soothing. As i grew older i started to punch things instead of biting myself. i would punch things until my knuckles couldnt take anymore. that was my method for years, until recently i started burning (aka branding). Im almost 18 now and i just realized that i have been physically […]