I don’t have a big list about all the things that embarrass me, in fact there is no such list, it’s all about one thing, one person precisely, my father..
So I have a schizophrenic uncle, he’s been diagnosed since more than 10 yrs, he’s a good person, the kindest I’ve ever seen, and unless something upsets him he’s fine.. What does that have to do with my father?
A couple of hours ago, my uncle came with his son to visit, just a casual friendly visit, everything was cool and all until my father started eating too much cookies, my mom who was worried […]
It gives me creeps that I can just relapse at any given moment,,
You are who you are only when you’re alone and free, if you have good thoughts when you’re alone then you’re safe, if you have thoughts about dying and fuck ups then you’re probably still a pile of depression walking the world feeling shitty.. the truth is you never really know the truth about what’s lurking deep inside of you until you’re isolated, that’s when all the distractions go away and there’s no fog anymore, no loudness, no crowded spaces, no nothing! Only the thoughts that have been suppressed emerging slowly to take […]
My father,, a word that would mean a lot more than just a couple of dumb letters combined together,, it means safety, a wall to lean on when life gets bitchy, a shoulder to cry on, a sanctuary .. and all that fatherly crab I’m not good at mentioning!
This week has taught me a lot more than I thought my entire 22 years would teach me,, I hate my father!
It’s not that I never realized it, it’s just that I made a series in my head containing all the shots from which he’s the main character, and what a character that was!
When the word “my […]
Anyone knows how to delete my acc on this site?!!