depressive_cries

well as the title says… im tired, i want to give up.

im tired of self-isolation

im tired being yelled,mocked,critcised at 24hours. She thinks i cant hear her oh but only if she knew i replay those words every night in my mind

im tired of crying myself to sleep every night

im tired of being weak

im tired of this feeling

im tired of feeling nauseated all the time. I feel like i might fall down. Its probably because of my loss of appetite.

im… im tired.

i have tried and been strong not to cut again, but i have no other way to relieve this pain. I feel like shouting my […]

Childhood the most over-rated, exaggerated and fed with lies part of human existence ever. I watch shows showing these perfect childhoods with perfect parents and perfect friends and i think to myself “Is this what childhood is really like…”

I dont exactly remember anything about my childhood .

I dont even remember the name of my preschool -.-

Childhood for me was the darkest time of my life. I dont remember it because it is blocked out in the deepest part of my brain. I hear my grandma and my childhood care takers sometimes talk about how ill treated i was throught out that time. I even remember […]

So i havent really told anyone about this but this is my story in a nutshell.
So when i was a kid i used to cry alot like normal children do and my mother used to send me to my grandma because she got sick of me. To think about it if not i was treated like a foster kid… usually checked in by my mom but i spent a major time in my grandma’s house. I was brought up with my twin brother and my older brother so not to state the obvious i was kinda boyish and my mom treated me like one […]