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mhmm 16 years old girl and like all of us here i think that life sucks

fuck that shitty life …

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i went to my friens hoouse today… they dont have the best hous its all small  and everything is crouded with clothes and things on the floorr and drawing s on the wall my friend is doubling and i guess thy dont have that much money… you know what i find interesting about that familly? they dont have everything but when i see them, they always have this big smile … everyones happy… Why am i not happy then?  why cant i be fucking happy?!

today, i came back from my friends house, wearing a tank top and short shorts that my friend gave me… my […]

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Disslike yourself that much?

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What do you want me to tell you people? i just dont like myself and who would like me for what i do? who would like a lier?  in general i dont like my body, the way i dress, the way i take desisions, my whole way of  thinking, the way i talk, laugh, act … thats preatty much everything right? ive got parents that dont want me to look the way i want to take desisions or even speak up… im supposed to be a doll right? is that the way life is going? to shutup and listen and obey?  also people cant have […]

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Failure!?

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Hi People! Again its me! no joke… i dont write that often x)
anyways! this night, high again but this time on speed… thinking about some things ive done
today for a change i went to my moms place to see her (ya she kicked me out umm.. 1 month ago) so yaa i went to see her to pick clothes and my guitar and also talk and mayb arrange things… abviously she talked to me in a bitchy way this made me FUCKING angry i tried to calm down but i started replying back in a stupide way to joke around (btw i was […]

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a good night?

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mhm high again like everynight mhm thinking about my good moments . see ? thats why i get high! to be happy !  i think of the good moments and i laughe alone … then the next morning i get high again to be happy. thats hoow liffe works for me … cuase when im not high, all the bad comments my familly tell me hurt me.  sad truth ?  anyways … im like everyone here… whirting about my dark side waiting for someone to tel me theyre proud of me

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What a GOOD friend…

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Hey guyss! ive got something to tell you guys !!! 😀 you knoww true friends?? well i had one! she was called  Maude! one day she went to the princaple to tell on someone which was great because that dude was annoying everyone.. ANnyways!! when she told off him, some people started to hate maude and wanted to beat her up like hardcore! but i stood up for her! cause she was MY BEST FRIEND the girl that knew all my secrets and that was there or me to listen to me! i thought she wass a good friend.. i stood up for her while […]

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you know when you feel lower than everyone?

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you know when you feel lower than everyone? your grades are not that high that no one lets you take a decision because they think youre too young… that everyone around you is aloud to tell you what you shouldnt do or be or even like, while you arent aloud to discuse with them….I’m here … lying in my bed thinking again about suicide… yes im sick of life like everyone! i’ve started to think about suicide since 6th grade… now im in secondary 4 … in overall i have problemes everywhere… whatever i may do people around me get dissapointed and if i do […]

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