mhm high again like everynight mhm thinking about my good moments . see ? thats why i get high! to be happy ! Â i think of the good moments and i laughe alone … then the next morning i get high again to be happy. thats hoow liffe works for me … cuase when im not high, all the bad comments my familly tell me hurt me. Â sad truth ? Â anyways … im like everyone here… whirting about my dark side waiting for someone to tel me theyre proud of me
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Used to get high a lot more – just to get those laughs in. Temporary happiness? I don’t know, it’s temporary not knowing what’s wrong or caring.
Hope you find another way to be happy more permanently…
Also sounds hard to do, but be proud of yourself. Don’t rely on others per se or what they think – it’s about how you perceive yourself. Don’t have your happiness be stopped because of someone else.
Anywho, if you want to talk about why you need to get high to be happy I’m here to listen and others could probably help more than I do…
hey yaa … im high again but on speed so i guess ill just pass a LONG night… anyways ya i really just have no other way of laughing i laugh for nothing to make people think i seem happy yaa i took speed tonight cause my dad told me i was gonna ruine my life my grades are bad and im not even able to do my room… so i picked up my whole room by taking a speed… you say i need to be proud about myself ya ive got talents i can say that but im not proud of myself cause i lie i take drugs i get drunk often and im fucking dissorganized i dont like the way i look and im not able to be happy so i guess i just can smoke weed and feel better??