nightjar

hey heres an update: I am not commiting suicide at this time. I have decided that my method is a little difficult to pull off, especially as I live with other people. I may make another plan in the future, not completely sure when or how though.

also I’m surprised on how many people commented. I appreciate that. Thanks.

hello everyone!

I have found a suicide method. It seems to be mostly successful. The only problem is being found too early. It could leave me with permanent brain damage so I’ll need to have a very detailed plan.

The other parts of my death are pretty easy. I don’t really want to write a suicide note. I don’t have much money or whatever to write into my will. All I need are a few household items and maybe some soap. I don’t like being too melodramatic so I kept it simple.

It’s almost funny how hard it is […]

Hello, lovely people of suicideproject.org. I’m asking a favor from all of you. I’m currently undergoing DBT therapy. I’ve only been doing it for about three months, so I’m in the early stages of recovery. While I’ve learned a few useful skills, I feel as though it’s not enough. My panic attacks and feelings of emptiness are getting worse. I’m still very suicidal nearly every day, and I think dying would (obviously) interfere with my treatment. That’s why I’m considering taking medications.

For context, I’m doing DBT therapy to treat my emotional dysregulation problems. For now I don’t have a specific official diagnosis written in my […]