I took this photo, sunsets usually make me feel better. I really don’t like being alone but what a beautiful view isn’t it? I can’t complain
Cold air and the warm light. Hope you like it. Merry Christmas.
Hugs
Does anyone here know the feeling of being so calmed (with no reason) after being so so sad?
It is like being ok about all the shit. It kinda scares me (not really, but in a way) because I feel really capable of ending up everything but I do not want to hurt anyone, I do not want to make them sad.
I don’t know what to do. I’m numb.
In Spanish we have the word “apapachar” it can’t be translated properly to English but it’s something like “to caress the soul” it could be done thru a hug, or any other display of affection. That’s one of my favorite words and that’s why I need. Autumn and winter make me feel sadder than usual, but the sunsets make me feel so calmed. I just wanted to share this with you all. I don’t know why haha.
Well, it’s simple and maybe stupid but today’s my birthday. I’m 22. My friends and family forgot about it, like every year. My best friend and my (now ex) boyfriend totally forgot it too. I have been sad since September, 2014. Recently I have been even sadder. I have been considering suicide but I don’t want to make people feel sad, but I can’t do this anymore, I’m always crying. I’m scared of myself. There’s too much going on. I really want to die. Thanks for reading.
PS: I know this is stupid, but it’s not the main problem, I’m just too sensitive right now.