Does anyone here know the feeling of being so calmed (with no reason) after being so so sad?
It is like being ok about all the shit. It kinda scares me (not really, but in a way) because I feel really capable of ending up everything but I do not want to hurt anyone, I do not want to make them sad.
I don’t know what to do. I’m numb.
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Yes very. That is the point where I pick up a gun and finally use it on myself. The silence is awful. It is the most dangerous mind space for me to be in.
i can t take silence either.
I feel like I’ve been stuck in a prolonged state of that for about a few weeks.