i think it’s letting other people down…. what’s yours?
The real me can be dark and cold, but at time caring and compassionate. But most of the time, I put on a facade of being a nice guy, when in reality sometimes I can have the meanest thoughts. This drives me crazy at times, and I feel as if I don’t have any real friends because I’m too scared to just be myself. It’s hard for me to be outspoken, critical, and not afraid of what other people think of me. It’s like I base so much of my self-worth on what other people say and think of me, that even a angry glance […]
It’s funny how sometimes the most random thing could make you happy.we were conducting a field exercise when during the middle of our break the sun started to show up. my buddies started singing “here come the sun” by the beatles and it was one of the most calming and serene moment i’ve ever experienced, especially since for the last two days it was raining the whole time. we all basked in the warmth and knew that everything was going to be all right.