this is my first actual post here.
i have made a decision. i dont like this world and been planning to do something about it.
anyway, my relatives probably dont have any idea about this and will hit them hard when it comes.
for example, i like to think, if my brother would feel the way i do, i would like him to come and tell me the truth. of course i wouldnt have any remote idea about what to tell him lol but i think i would like that. at least hearing the reasons why he would like to do that and if he is really commited […]