i took seroquil awhile back when my depression becaome unbearable and i pray for the od to kill me. know after two years the depression has been worse than it ever was. i returned to cutting and suicide, i had so many great idea on my end. now i have to find how close to the edge i am again i have taken seroquil and i really hope something final will happen… this is my chance to find out how far i really am, to the edge. wonder if ill be back here soon or not. goodnight everyone
This last year i have felt so much more alive, i finally felt that i had escaped the hell i was living in, the hatred and the desire for the end. But now here it is again, popping up every now and again. No matter what i do i can never escape it, it is always there in the back of my mind. Why not just do it. I am so afraid that i will never be able to escape this….maybe this is who i really am and I’m just fighting the inevitable. Should i just let it come out, and finish what i started.
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