its been a long life. before organ recitals. before becoming a burden to the kids. before another painful episode of trying to connect deeply with another only to have it go badly due to poor judgment and lack of insight. I’ve been married twice and had several times that of girlfriends, each time having given my all only to have it fail. what a cluster fuck.
I have been here before. several times actually. those whom i could tell i dare not as it would only cause them consternation. life is hard for us all. unless you are a turtle withdrawn into your shell and/or desensitized […]