Soon it will be seven months since the love of my life passed away. No one understands what it’s like to have to go through life without him. I feel completely lost and have wanted to give up so many times but I can’t because losing him gave me my faith in God and the fear of not being able to go to heaven and be with him again is too great to actually end it all. Every day is a challenge and some days I honestly miss him so much I just can’t even get out of bed.
