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elleyiss

I finally understand. I was never meant to be happy.

by elleyiss 4/27/2014

written by elleyiss

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I had a birthstar reading done for me and apparently for 17 years, 17 fucking painful, disappointing, abusive, heart wrenching, miserable years of struggle. I have been and am still going through the effects of a bad planet. So from the age 4 to 31 my life was destined to be bad. I pay money that I dont even have to get prayers and rituals done for me but I dont feel any better, just scared and full of anxiety. All I am told to do is pray and chant, but I dont feel any better. I must […]

4/27/2014 2 comments

Death

by elleyiss 3/12/2012

written by elleyiss

In my dream death is everywhere.

Old decrpit buildings covered inÂ filth, with shattered windows, and batteredÂ remnantsÂ tower before me.

No matter which way I turn my eyes see only rot.

Barely any souls here as I walk alone on this dismal planet.

The Earth is littered with black ooze, squirming andÂ gestating something I can not and dare not bare to imagine.

The black ooze begins to screechÂ and shriek Â even though they have no mouths.

I scream as I cover my ears, but it does nothing to block out the foul and horrid sounds.

Like a horrible siren only aÂ hundredÂ timesÂ worse.

Somehow I manage to escape this awfulÂ wailing.

Thousands of black creatures that swarm like locust cover […]

3/12/2012 1 comment