So I haven’t writen in a while.. mom n dad got a devorcie and my boy friend left me for my best friend. I feel so unwanted and just wana die. Bleh
So I’ve been thinking about suicide all week. All these questions go thru my head
Will I be missed
Will anyone care
does anyone care how I feel
Is it the best thing for me
These questions go thru my head everyday but no anwsers come to mind…
So you think you know me and you only knew me a couple months. My siblings aand parents don’t even no me and you wna act like you do?
Walk a mile in my fucking shoes *****. Go ahead try it. Let me walk in your shoes and let m jugde you. Ill show you how I Feel. Let me.yeah I ain’t perfect and your not either. I’m happy with my appereance. Don’t like what I’m wearing don’t look simple as that. All the girls I talk are like I wish I was. Her I look at them and say really you wana be a fake ass barbie dol if younwant to go ahead turn into one of the perfect girl see how fast I turn on you. Just saying. Let them walk in […]
So last night I watch this movie called lifted. It made me think about how precious life is and how fast it can slip through your grip. I think someone should watch it . It made me think about hpw life might not be perfect but as long as you try you can make it work
Why can’t you just get the help you need.. like seriously mom loves you but she wants you to get better why can’t you see that?
So my brother when to jail the other day he was trying to brake into cars and he was high and had a loaded gun.why tho e has everything he ever wanted. we loved him but all he did was hurt us. And on the other hand my boyfriend thinks I’m cheating don’t really wana be alive right now
You’d rather go hang out than talk to me? Wtf ever so depressed because of him. Don’t know what to do anymore.
So me and my boy were walking home from school not to long ago and I wwas crossing the street when a car come zooming past I almost got hit my life flashed before my eyes. Should I have tooked that last step and gotten hit! Idk I wish it would of hit me
Ever had that feeling you just gotta get out your body you just gotta tell someone. Should I tell someone confused.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me. I wish I was of thoses popular girl were they have. Evrything when they want it and how they want it. I wish I had the money the clothes . They look at me and laugh. I have acne thick eye brows black hair never wears make up . I’m a kinda girl the would wear sweats before anything else. Walk a mile in my shoes and let me walk a mile in yours. Come see how it feel to be teased all day because of this and that. Come. And I ll show you the tear I shed […]
I’ve always had that feeling like you wana die. Yeah you ever had that feeling. Well I do everynight of my life. I can be happy depressed or mad I still wana die. I hold a knife in my hand and fall sleep like that what goes through my head the most is…… will I be missed? But my question hasn’t been anwsered yet. Will I? I write in my notes on my phone what I’m feeling everynight this is what it says.
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So I haven’t really wrote in a while . A lot of things have happened since than. Me the boy is fightin . I wish my parents didn’t try to make me perfect I’m just me can’t you see. I ain’t perfect and I’m not trying to be so why should I walk around acting perfect that’s not me
What my parents what me to be(perfect):
A prep
Good grades
Good looking boyfriend
Well known
Liked by many
Finish school
Get a job
Have kids
What I am now(unprefect):
Hangs out with the drugies
Okay grades
My boyfriends is cute
Well known for being a whore
Everyone […]
So I’m only 14 and I wana die already.
Yeah ihave a boyfriend and friends but you know depression and everything has just been crazy latley. I hate my family and that’s the main reason why I’ve been raped by one of my brothers beeatenn starved anything I’ve been thru it you think your life is hard walk a mile in mine and see how you feek see how it feels to be made fun of and laightex at how it feels to be called fake and a whore a ***** walk a mile in my shoes than judge me for who I am but […]