I’m sick of this I went on the Internet the other day looking up reasons for suicide and came up with 5 and I have all of them! That must mean I’m meant 2 die by suicide. I just can’t take it. No one cares whether I live or die I just cause problems for everyone the only way out is 2 die I can’t make it right by living. Can’t anybody see or hear me!! Why can’t anyone see I’m falling apart!!!T_T I’m crying right this second
I feel as though i’m wearing a mask and no matter how much I want 2 I can’t b completely honest with anyone including my family and friends. I fake a smile and a laugh wen they’re catching on 2 me but it’s all a lie like I’m hiding behide a mask of fake happiness and I just can’t take it anymore I’m sick of lying. Y should I live a life filled with lies it feels fake like the mask. I feel like all of my emotion has been taken away and filled with emptiness.
I came here 2 seek help it seems like no one understands me and it hurts my own parents don’t understand me I’m so hurt inside and I feel as though no one cares if I die I feel like the only way out of the pain and suffering is 2 die will someone plz help me I’m so dead inside