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empty in side

I been suicudal for many years and have tried and failed. Many of my overdoses have left me hospitalized physicaly. My family refuse to have me sectioned even though i still try to commit suicied. i have bipolar which is not controlled by any medication and i do not see a phycitrist. i have been told that its my personality that cause me to be bipolar? i dont even know if that is true. i can not cope with normal situations and at the moment i am so shut down i feel as if i am the only person who knows what that is like. my pearents always say they need me here and why do i put them through this as it is selfish. but am i really selfish cos i hate my self! living is not good at all when u r living for someone else.

when other people want you here!

by empty in side 5/21/2012

written by empty in side

I have had bipolar or was diagnosed at 14 years old, i have tried many times to end my life. It has caused me to be hopitalized on more than one occasion. But not for the mental health issues but for the physical side affects. My bipolar is not controlled by meds and i do not see a phycitrist i go to my family doctor but they seem to think my personality makes me have bipolar? i did not think this was possible?. My family are very disspondent now and it is almost like her she gose again. But i am now 26 and i […]

5/21/2012 10 comments