It started in first grade. Girls would laugh and snicker behind my back. Third grade was the first time i had ever been called ugly. I believed it because nobody had ever told me anything different. From ugly, to stupid, from stupid, to fat, from fat, to worthless, from worthless, to useless, from useless, to “why don’t you just kill yourself already?” I’ve been called it all. Even though i’ve never weighed over a hundred pounds i believed it. I started starving myself and was soon diagnosed with anorexia nervosa. The bullies? they started saying i look “gross” or “disgustingly bony”. I was labeled the […]
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enchantedsuicide
I have major depressive disorder, panic disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, and of course im suicidal. you need someone to talk to trust me i can relate to a lot; bullying, abuse, parents divorce, miscarriage, anorexia, bulimia, self-harm and just about everything else.