I’m 19 now and have tried to kill myself twice already. I have thought about killing myself ever since I was a little kid. I’m fat, ugly, poor, smoke weed, can’t get a girlfriend and even when I had one she laughed at my small penis. I’ve had really bad self esteem issues since I was little, it has a lot to do with my stepdad. He used to tell me the only way to better myself was to hate myself to the point I have to change myself. He used to have me strip down and take pictures of my body so he could […]
