I’m torn between him thinking if I don’t do it I didn’t care, But if I do do it he might be mad that I left her behind. I don’t want to give my child a parentless life, but nor do I want to carry on with a Lewisless life. I can’t imagine the rest of my life without him, how bad he was hurting, all the things I’ll do without him, and how I’ll never see him again. This pain is just too bad, my heart is completely broken. As cliched as it is, we were one person. Soul mates, he said..
