I’m torn between him thinking if I don’t do it I didn’t care, But if I do do it he might be mad that I left her behind. I don’t want to give my child a parentless life, but nor do I want to carry on with a Lewisless life. I can’t imagine the rest of my life without him, how bad he was hurting, all the things I’ll do without him, and how I’ll never see him again. This pain is just too bad, my heart is completely broken. As cliched as it is, we were one person. Soul mates, he said..
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Hi EIE, Sorry to hear about how things are going for you. Because there is a child involved, the mother i think from what you said, I truly believe that a mother should be there for her child, Mine was there in body but not any other way. She was a crack whore and caused me issues throughout my whole life. I do blame alot of my negative issues and the way i am now on my mother. I do believe you should really consider how you would want to proceed with your life. I do know it can be hard and i’ve tried to end it more times than anybody cares to know but at the same time i’m still here for a reason. i’m unsure as to why, maybe it’s because of my daughter. i dont know. my best advise tho is to stay strong, hold you head high, your child needs there mother. if you want to chat, i’m all ears. I’ll help as best as i can. take care.
LB